I try to keep the sadness away, but it always finds a way to be with me, being the driver of my mind I allow my friends a ride, while the taunt and laugh at my demise, I strive to rid of them as sadness my truer friend collides with my straighter strides.
I laugh and live while my fear stills, I am okay and stable until outer delegations reign supreme, I try and dismiss the thought but I break apart like a clay pot, Once everything builds up in my chest the relief I seek crumbles my rest,
Oh, I try but the snarky little lies ruin my strive for peaceful a mind, I care not for the words they say aimed at my heart like icy rays, but my helpless state whenever a misplaced statement goes directly and punctures my mental space.
I wrote this while going through and emotional rollercoaster. The ups and downs can have a positive outcome if put on paper. Hope you enjoyed this peace of my mind.
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